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Angelina Jolie

Life is life. It comes whether you go or not.

Sat Dec 27, 2008, 10:25 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Fairly odd parents in the background
  • Reading: The frederick news post
  • Watching: fairly odd parents
  • Playing: with my rings
  • Eating: oreos
  • Drinking: mountain dew
Journal,

It has been a long time since I have actually written anything meaningful or profound. So I thought I might actually tell the world what I have been up to. Whether they care or not.

I am working on my business degree, associates.
I got my first of three certificates in welding.
My daughter is almost the BIG 4.
I am still working at sheetz aka Shitz.
I am single.
I am a mother.
I am a student.
I am moving on.

I finally had to break it off after almost 5 yrs with anthony. It just was not working, we hurting eachother more than we were helping. It was painful and even though I still love him deep down inside, I am kind of relieved. It is less straining.

Life is too short to lose even one day to waste. If you do not plan to at least strive for what you want in life then you might as well be dead.

Even just the little things in life that make you smile, that make you happy. Are important and are worth fighting for. It is usually the little things in life that make it all worth it in the first place.


Though I am single. A friend of mine and I are dipping our feet into the waters. I am actually happy with taking it slow and being friends first.

Rosie is doing freaking great. Not a lot has changed besides her freakin genius-ness, her height and her age. She is still stubborn, beautiful and wicked smart.


Alright that is all for my update, later, Brittany

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  • Current Residence: Frederick,MD
  • Interests: Business, Welding, Writing, Movies, Shopping, ect.
  • Favourite movie: Hancock
  • Favourite band or musician: Right now it is between T.I. and The Game,Both with great lyrics
  • Favourite genre of music: R&B is pretty much my genre
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract
  • Operating System: Mac
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Twisted metal
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Naruto
  • Personal Quote: I am the dreamer and you are the dream
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Paper, Photo shop, ect.

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i'm so sorry i guess i'm more sicker then i thought i was...

any normal person would see this and understand

but i freaked out all i could think about is my life without you

and it scared me

after looking back at all of these e-mail, and letters

i understand now how you must have felt

last and alone

i do not desirve your love and

no longer can get it but i;ll will not stop trying for rosie i do not whan to lose her to..



i'm sorry i failed you forgive me

--- On Tue, 8/8/06, brittany williams <messedupchica22@yahoo.com> wrote:


From: brittany williams <messedupchica22@yahoo.com>
Subject:
To: "anthony frank" <dragoon21701@yahoo.com>
Date: Tuesday, August 8, 2006, 12:26 AM


I write to you not to sound vain. But I feel as though things are going to change. Things are going to change drastically for me and I assume you too. Though we havent been apart long but seemingly longer. My body screams in mercy. For its pliance. Every part of me pains and as though a head ache lingers through every muscle and vessel in my being. I cannot help but think badly of this but I try not to. I love you and I miss you and I need something to fill the void. You are that something as do I need something to ease the knawing pain and anger of this aged but young soul and body. I dare not speak of my theory but it is one...I am either faint and upon a spell or I am pregnant or just ill altogether. I am not sure which but I regret to guess.

Love yours, Help me.....your brittany

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fuck it, party....
anthony, i do not know. like i said i will always love you. but i cannot be with you. but we can somehow be civil for her sake. i will not be able to be much help to you in being friends or advice. i hurt alot, myself. and i am trying to mend my own wings for flight. though i have come far. i am having to start all over again.

i know it is hard. but pllllllllllzzzzzz no more with i love you's.
plllllzzzz i beg you no more. it hurts too much.

ty. b r i t t a n y w i l l i a m s..

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I am a loving, caring, listening, chill person.A great mother. A great lover. A great friend. A fantastic mother. But...if you do me dirty then I will break your heart,your hands and your neck. No doubt about that. You will feel the shards rip through
well that was about a week ago you now the emotioanl roller coster that is me i can not contorle it as much as you hate it, (thats it i just wont care) this week its somthing differant its funny bc i should be ok withit at this point ( its happend so often lol.... ) but mybe i'm thinking to much about it its only been about 1/4 of my life lol... well i hade a dream of you last night asii do every night but that will soon pass have a good day tell rosie i miss her and the mony will be their for her birthday and chrismas

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fuck it, party....
hey thanks for watching me but now i have a new profile!
:iconforestofgotham: my new one

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go to my new page on DA! ForesTofgotham
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Sorry i havent talked to you in a while but life is hell ya? So im in collage now and now life is just pure chaos lol

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Honer above all even life and the pursuit of love is a long and hard one so have faith,honer and loyalty.
There is no showing mercy to men - but you can find mercy with men, sometimes :)
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Thank you very much for your support! :blowkiss:
It means a lot to me :heart: I appreciate it :cuddle:
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Who cares what they think? It is time, your time

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you never lose love,
you never forget love,
you just give it up....
It's simple, just dont :rose:
Dont be vulnerable, but open

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you never lose love,
you never forget love,
you just give it up....
It's simple, just dont :rose:

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